I hope you are well and safe.
I am writing to express my feelings freely towards you.
I have been in love with you everyday but I was concealing my emotions because I was afraid you wouldn’t like my honesty.
I have been manipulated by the environment around me not to be myself at all times; I was told to play it low.
But the fire inside of me has always told me otherwise; it’s constantly sparking a lava of cocktailed loving molotovs towards you.
I love you and I know it deep inside that you love me back.
I am sorry to have listened to people, I am sorry to have been to school, I am sorry to have watched the news and talk shows, I am sorry for not spending more time with you.
But starting today I will correct my mistakes and dedicate more time to you, after all I owe you so much of your mud.
I know you will take care of me as you take care of every standing tree; I know you will protect me as you do with helping squirrels bank nuts up for harsh winters, and I know you will sustain my wellbeing if I let go of my fears.
Yes I was stupid for relying too much on others, I was such an idiot for caring so much about materialistic consumption, I was a schmuck when I gave my attention else where other than to you.
Thank you life for breeding me into your pure soil.
You have planted a seed of good will inside of me when I bonded with you during the harshest of times.
Thank you for pulling me back from the sanitarium of the delusional society of today’s world.
I thank you every day for blessing me with a wise mind.
You have empowered me with the true and wise asics of living.
“anima sana in corpore sano, a healthy mind in a healthy body”
For this, I shall dedicate the rest of my life to loving you peacefully.